changed my blogskin coz i think the pic is cute. hahas. but maybe gonna change back or sth. keke. anyway, boo. i'm not in a good mood. reason? look under. hahs.

hate the timetable. it sucks completely. mon 8-6; tues 9-6 n whereby we have 5hours of damn tutorials straight, where 2 are biz modules(econs n statistics); wed 10-11, a damn 1hr lect; thurs 1-830; fri 11-2. it's so sucky lor. how can u concentrate for a fuckin 5hours of tut? damn. spoil my mood. bleahs. needa buy books lecture notes again. those freakin notes. arghh.

so many movies she wanna watch. juz like heaven(coming soon), chicken little(coming soon), april snow, all about love... think april snow is endin soon. bwahs.

he's sick. high fever. measured his temp yest. he beat my record. 39.2 or 39.3 ar. went to the doc. the one at the train station. i dun trust them. but bo bian. the one near my house is closed. boo. anyway he took a blood test in case. results should be out today but cant expect him to come down all the way to semb to take rite? shall see if i can take on his behalf. blahs.

christina, tat sucker. sucha bitch. if u hav such a bad attitude, go screw urself coz u dun deserve to be in tat line. how r u gonna be a leader lydat. furthermore, u're the one who kept givin mi false statment. i'm gonna lodge a complaint if i still dun get tat freakin pay. bleahs. anyway thanx to mr thomas for helpin mi call tat bitch. think he got scolded or sth. hahas. oops.

blah blah blahs. i'm so not in the mood thanx to tat bitch.

love my darlin. tsk tsk.

went out wif lao gong. ah neh overslept n his granny is going over to his house or sth so nv meet us. kiwi kick soccer. julian nv reply mi. duhs. took the train n this baby kept touchin my bag. n she tried to GRAB my PHONE. duhs. anyway went to orchard coz lao gong wanna get back her phone. den walked around. so many places on sale seh. saw one fila shoes. nice. but somehow the bigger size de shoes looks weird. hahas. walked, walked, walked. saw this skirt. i think quite nice. so tempted to buy. but, my fuckin pay is not out yet. blehs. (anyway mr thomas's gonna fake my bro n call them if i still dun get my pay. HAHA. n i'm gonna be his external agent. hahas. i'm gonna help him. =D ) den went to bugis. went to bugis street. saw melvin. n hahs, he tot i forgotten him. wth. anyway, went to converse, lao gong bought her shoes. walk around. got sth in mind to buy for him. muahahas. went to the edge n saw this gal wif bout FIVE or SIX guys. we tot 2 of them wanted to, like, sound her stead. interestin scene. hahas. had dinner at yoshinoya. left a note to them. 'service not up to standard. food not up to standard. vegetable not cut properly. vegetable in chunks...' forgot wad else i wrote. but yea, tat's about it. i think the ppl there are tryin to kill my lao gong by givin her OVERWHELMING TERIYAKI SAUCE. so i tot, mayb the sauce will be expiring in a couple of days tat's y they gave so much. the veggy was soggy. ewww. den we went to had ICE CREAM. yummy! i had the ferrero n lemon one. sab had the tiramisu n mango one. all damn yummy. but the tiramisu one tasted very creamy. hahas. den walked around again. we were BORED. hahas. went around. we even went to seiyu. one sale guy was like tryin to promote a perfume which smell like honey. the first paper drop. my jaw drop too. i mean we were shocked. tot wad he was tryin to do. hahas. den he gave a second one. mayb we think too much liao. hahas. walk around n tested every n anything possible to test. hahas. sat at mos n had milk tea. den went to poa n bought belt. they should be honoured we were their last customer. but we felt damn cheated. there's onli one buckle for 5 belts. WOW. nice one eh? hahas. have to source around for buckles. duhs. took the train. saw a damn obscene scene. i shall phrase it nicely. a lady, wearin sleeveless, did not SHAVE n she was holdin the pole juz beside me. i saw when i turned. gross lor. (..") n her fren, maybe she thinks i'm damn slim, but the truth is i'm not, was holdin the pole too. n she keeps movin towards me. damn gross. blah blah blahs.

today's a bad day. queue for the atm n got cut-queue by some GENTLEMEN. kept being knocked into like nobody's business n great one is tat there's a beetle now in my sis room flyin around. i swear i'll fuckin slam n crush it if it dares to come near me. i'm so prepared to do it. hahas. shall get going.

took some neoprint. edited two. quite blur lah coz i dun hav a scanner. hahs.

i love you.




yet i did the worst thing i could ever do.




i hate it.

人生中往往有许多的遗憾。往往想要时间倒流，但是我们都知道那是不可能的。越想达到，做到的事，更往往办不到。不如就忘了所有，这样过一生。



find fault wif him as usual. seriously, i think he deserves someone better. blah blah blahs. i'm not in the mood to blog.



heard this song. 'lonely' by akon. reminds mi of the time i had wif wh n gang. anyway saw ray yest, with his forever grin.



i'm sad. sad utterly. i dunno wad to do. i'm depressed. i wan all these to end. i wish.



not the answer i wanted.




an official heartbreak.




i hate apologies. so stop apologising to mi. u did nothing wrong. everything lies on mi.

met sab a few days back.
have been thinkin.
nothing last forever rite?
yea, maybe tat's so.

' 生命里最可怕的不是死亡，而是绝望。' quoted this from a show. hahs, kinda true ba.

i'd love to hate you but i'd hate to love you. bwahs.

sent my discman for servicin. hope it comes out alrite. their service was pretty good. the service man(wadeva u call him) even called to ask mi wad's the exact prob. sony rox! hahas.

she fucking hates you.

i wan chocolates!!!!!!

hmm, let's date back 3days ago. had this dream whereby i simply bashed up tat basket in a restaurant or sth. he couldnt fight back coz i was a girl(maybe, i forgot) n simply coz i juz punch him in his tummy n when he gets up, i juz slap him. hahas. the feelin was... shiok. =x muahahas. coz he simply dun deserve any sympathy. blehs. u MADE mi HATE U. so wad was i supposed to do? hate u OF COZ. hahs. n congrats u're the first one who i hated so damn much.

2 days back. had another dream. a fun one. whereby i'm a witch n being able to cast spells. a good one i mean. n it's realli cool. where u can change something u detest into something lovable. it's fun being a witch. =D

yest. had another other dream. a more realistic one i guess. where mom n i were preparing to go out or sth. with those bickerings as always. with her helpin mi choose my clothes n me choose for her. den we'll fight for the toilet, make up, perfumes n stuff. it's nice tat i have this dream. least i was happy. she was happy. we were both happy.

having these weird, fun dreams recently. it's good yet bad. coz it proves tat i'm not sleepin well. i'm not restin properly. blehs.

observed the sky. watched fang tai cook last nite. hmm, wrong wrong. is durin dawn. wadeva it is called. n suddenly i feel like having curry chicken. so well, tat's my plan tomolo. cook curry chicken~ yay! hopefully it turns out rite. n mayb send tat pig to work coz i'm simply too bored at home. hahas. i wanna celebrate hari raya like last yr!! but den again, i'm juz a intruder. intruder to their family. blahs. but i like their pineapple tart. it taste nicer. much more different den cny ones. it's the first time i like pineapple tart. =)) i wanna learn malay. i wanna be malay. malays. they are alot more fun. especially durin their festive season. u fast, den break fast. n least they make those tidbits, snacks themselves. not like cny. u BUY them. =P it's more sincere when u make them urself. u feel the satisfaction. especially when others like it. =)

yest went out wif waney. hahas. fun. went to semb cc coz sly was unable to accompany mi there. so well, LOST our way. hahas. aites, it's juz tat we missed our stop. hahas. like some goondo seh. den we ended up in semb park. hahas. ask the bus driver n realised we missed it 2stops before. lolx. so well, we waitin for the next bus like two idiots. the bus started n he told us the semb cc stop coz the first bus driver told him we wanted to go there. hahas. den reach semb cc. submitted my stuffs n mama say she want to take up chi classes. wow. hahas. anyway den we took the bus bus again to semb station n saw the first bus driver. paiseh sia. anyway he tok to mi abit in chi. wad a frenly bus driver. hard to find now. hahas.

went to cck coz we simply dunno where to go. somemore she's fastin. so well, didnt wan to go too far. n lot 1 simply sucks. it's like so so so small lor. den went to a shop which resembles s&k. n i mistook it as s&k. but yea, the clothes there are quite nice. lot more colourful than s&k.

took the train n alighted at woodlands. stroll around. saw a bookshop n we went it. bought four BOOKS. ya, we bought FOUR!! hahas. it's funny how we decided on the book. den walked around. went to guardian. wanted to dye my hair. but as usual, i'm still damn broke. i need my tat pathetic little pay. saw ah bu. she dyed her fringe tat area purple. i like tat purple lah. haha. but yea, show mama her. she said sth bout her. well, shant enclose her comments. hahas. but yea, some ppl are blinded. =P

den went off to mama's home. haha. sat in her room for awhile. she chatted on the phone for awhile while i slack. haas. after her chat, we were like off to make kueh. it's malay KUEH. those cookie kind. hahas. fun ar. but damn tiring. started at bout 3 plus 4. n finished it at bout 7plus lydat. god. hahas. until they break fast. hahas. i oso like fastin seh. whole day never really eat. but onli i broke fast by samplin 3 tiny lil' cookie ma ask mi to try. hahas. but least there's food after tat cookie makin. tsk tsk. nice food. =D

after eatin, chatted inside her room. hahas. nice. but now her room not as cozy as before coz her room is white now. i wanna paint my paint soon. hopefully lah. hahas. saw her baju. very nice. but i still prefer last year's one. =)

went off at bout ten plus 11 lydat coz they were going mustafa. hahas. ppl hari raya go geylang they go mustafa. haha. cute.

slept at bout 3plus 4plus lydat. was examining the continous lightning outside. it's freaky but realli cool. coz there's no thunder. there's onli a crackin sound for a couple times of the stronger lightnin. maybe the lightnin is too far away. i wonder where. anyway, the sky is like being lit up by both powerful n dim lightings. den u can see the lightnin strikin out. some went horizontally. i'm amazed. truly amazed. the view is spectacular. it's realli amazin how the world works. wanted to film it down but my phone is simply too lousy n worst is u cant predict the interval the next lightnin will come. blehs.

it's funny how our (guys n girls) thinkin differs when we are under the same category of, humans.

forgot to blog the other day. watch this documentary on stars n the galaxy out there. when the planets n stars explode one day, it will turn into a black hole. n one day the black hole will explode too. n when all the black holes, even the largest one explode, the whole galaxy out there will become a dark world. so wad is after life? death. wad is after death? life. researches show tat mayb there'll be more new 'creations' after the dark world. but till now, we'll aint advanced enough to know tat. n suddenly, i feel like livin forever. n see how the world change. till the sun's gonna explode. when it expands to such an extend and dry up everything on earth. n those planets nearer to the sun will b engulfed by it. n den it explodes. wow. it's a quite magnificent view if u can see tat. but well, u wun be living if tat realli happens. tat's when u say life's too short to accomplish tasks u've set to achieve. den suddenly, everything seems too wide, too much to be understood. everything turns meaningless. u wanna run away. run away from everything. tat's when u say i cant take it, n have the urge tat i wan everything to end right now. it's juz so contradicting.

he broke up wif his gf. but wad can i say? nothing. try to console him? nah. i dun n cant console anyone. so it's crap to say go console him. u can try consolin him if u wan. when everything seems such a lie. when u have to say 'there're better girls out there. there's bound to be someone for u'. n u think back, is it realli true? when a relationship ends with someone u love dearly, can u really get over it? if yes, maybe u dun love the person as dearly as u tot. n wad's wif the 5201314. who the hell would believe in tat? maybe some ah lians deeply in love wif their 'lao gongs'. eww. gross. i can onli say u're simply too ACT CUTE. when u try to make things seems as though it's realli true but the fact aint.

it's crap when u say i cant quit. n then say u have to quit if u dun produce any sales. hahas. well, my mind has already made up since day one. n everything seems such a scam. it's realli like ve. never wanted to enter a job lydat again. but well, he introduced mi to tat job. so wad can i say? i'm dumb. hahs. n finally i noe christina's ur fren. no wonder she treat u so well. well, wad can i say? nuthing. shall find another job next week. after everything's off my mind.

saw this realli cute lil' girl. look so blur, but always smiling. took a snap of her. tsk tsk. suddenly tot of my childhood. when everything seems so perfect. but now tat u're older, u can think better. so u see more flaws. flaws of the society, ppl, simply everything. like when u're having exams when u're young, no one is tat competitive yet. so u help one another. but when u're older n having exams, ur mindset change. 'i cant help them, if not their results will be better den mine. i muz get better results than them'. hah. wad's wif this fuckin mindset? when u give up on others leavin them to die, helpin onli urself. when u score better n wanna compare grades wif someone who aint tat good. hmm, wad can i say? u're simply a sucker. to be exact, a loser. coz u dun wanna lose. u wan the best results u can. tat makes u lose out all other wonderful stuffs. n den if one day the world crash on u, for example the person u didnt help score better than u or when u fail, u'll think how could this happen to mi? n den u become damn sceptical bout everything. u think everything's unfair. u wan everything to end now so ppl remember u're tat ace student n not a failure. when u cant take tat pressure tat's amounted so high up, u take the first step of committin suicide. when u think no one's there to help. u think the world has given up on u. when u sink into self pitiness, u're pathetic. appreciate wad u've gt. blahs.

i'm tryin to rearrange my thoughts. when u're alone, den will u think bout everything tat's happenin. when u're startin to appreciate stuffs, they start disappearin. well, i shall go mia for these few days till later to rearrange my thoughts. go catch up on my sleep. send my application form, buy some fishes, see a psychiatrist/counsellor/psychologist(nah, i'm juz kiddin), see a doc, blah blah blahs. hahs.

argh. bad day. i'm supposed to follow up on this cust n hell, i did NOT COPY DOWN HIS NUM!! damn. i'm so dead. but well, i'll get my money n leave first. hahs. =P

wanted to take a nap. but yea, muz be the throat. cant breathe properly. shall catch a doc soon. i hopefully dun wanna be diagnose of any terminal illness. hahs.

difference between a guy n gal as a couple. ' guy does things to make himself happy. gal does things to make the guy happy. n ultimately by makin the guy happy, she, herself, feels happy.' saw this on a show which i sorta agree. n darn, i forgot wad show. my memory is gettin from bad to worst. hahas. time for food. ciaos.

evenwithyouwithme,istillfeellonely.

oh my. i'm so obsessed wif the song on my blog. it's so damn damn damn nice. 请你跟我走吧。tsk tsk. =P

i'm so unsaved now. if i dun close this pendin sale, i might as well die. hahs. nah, i'd be happy to take all my money on a shoppin spree. niahahas. oso, had enough of waiting. waitin for the person to pick up. listenin to the forever-ringing-tone. duhhs..

my throat hurts so damn much now. it's even painful to drink. boo~ think i'm gonna fall sick soon. hahas.

yest:
saw poh eng. hahas. n after work, went to find him. on the train, one incident happened. i didnt see it but i heard it. the screams of a lady. there's a slight commotion on the train. cs saw the whole thing n he told mi. one young lady so kan jiong go chiong into the train. when the door close, the door kiap dao her hand. tat's when the screamin came. it's freaky. it's like dun rush n try to squeeze into the train when the door is going to close n when the train is almost full. dun u understand the concept of waiting? hell to u. y cant u juz wait? is waiting so difficult in one's life? though we spend most of our time waitin. waitin for fren, transport, results n wad so eva. blahs. n lucky the door opened n freed her. like wad cs say, lucky is the hand. not the leg. if not if anything bad happens is smrt supposed to support her from then on? hah. so whose blame will it be? the driver or the lady? n who's there to judge who's right who's wrong?

met piggy. though he says he's alrite, but i still think he's sick. he feels cold. bwahs.

it's rainin damn heavily now. boo~ shall be contented there's no work today. hahas. shall go disturb him now. hehes.

潘玮柏 - 爱很容易

我看不见你
熟悉街道里
经过的人不会有
行人的交集
手已握不紧
少了你的空气
把我隔在时间的玻璃

没关系
我还愿意
再继续努力
就算只是一场独角戏
全心全意
我撑得过去
不要走 OH
不要走

爱很容易 跌入陷阱
放弃我自己
就算是骗局 还有勇气
TELL ME BABY
让我继续爱你

爱很容易
相信命运
找不到自己
快乐的 伤心的脚印
都在说 MISS ME BABY
风一吹就散去

HEY BABY 要我怎么过
HEY BABY 要我怎么活
听着我的心跳绝对不会错
看着我的眼睛 请你相信我

I KNOW YOU KNOW I FEEL YOU
I KNOW YOU KNOW YOU FEEL ME
我愿意继续努力
全心全意 不会放弃

HEY BABY WHAT YOU CALL THIS NOW
WHAT DO YOU CALL
THIS WHAT WHAT WHAT
LOVE RIDE OR DIE
WHAT YOU GONNA DO GIRL
YOU BE FEELIN MY FLOW STILL
YOU BE WANTING TO GO UHH
IF I SAY THAT I CAN FEEL YOU
IF I SAY THAT YOU CAN FEEL ME

我愿意继续努力
全心全意 全心全意
不会放弃

work sucks. niahahas. place i was sitting was damn squeezy. duhh. i'm not tat slim lor. hahas. manage to noe one guy beside mi. nicholas. well, not realli noe ar. is he tok to mi. wow. n he's a pro ya noe. double wow. hahas. he could juz call someone up n start chattin wif them. omg. damn. hahas. i'm havin a sore throat now. boo~

anyway, went back semb. met kang wei. seg student. hahas. waited for him for 1/2 an hour. had mac for dinner. tok a bit den went home le. didnt tok much but least there's someone to send mi home in the middle of the nite. especially when there's a wake under my block. hahas.

my darling piggy was jealous. tsk tsk. =P i noe he's juz being worried for mi lah. =) but aites, i noe wad to do one lah. furthermore i onli had one burger. no others. hahas. love ya. =D

it's gonna rain. boo~

stupid angelfire. wasnt able to upload the song i wanted. but ya, i found a substituition. =))

Blink 182 - I Miss You

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

3 A,3B+,1 C+. wow. gpa 3.5 lydat. my god. aiya, y wan compare wif my results? go compare wif someone better lah. duhh. blahs. y do u ppl like comparin results wif mi when mine suck? blehs.

read sam's blog. interestin. her views, are which i really agree on. the mask, which everyone's havin on. when are they realli gonna take it off? nah, maybe everyone will hav theirs on forever. ever since they're born.

n also, true enough, who would wanna hear those sad stories of one's life? ppl who onli like listenin to funny/lame/dumb things others had done. but den again, to be exact, something which appears to be funny/lame/dumb to u doesnt necessary appear the same to others. no two person is exactly the same in this world.

think bout how the person realli is feelin deep down inside when doing those stuffs. when doing things tryin to make others happy or tryin to cheer someone up.

saw this gal yest. who reminds mi exactly of hew. her style, acts, way of speech. blahs.

blah blah blahs. i'm so fed up. so confused. so pissed. so lost. so wanna cry. arghh. i dunno wad i'm feeling. i dunno how to feel. boo~ dun feel like going to work.

i'm like standin in the middle of the road, waiting for......

when will i see a rainbow again? the round rainbow, the onli rainbow tat i remembered. wif the sun n moon exactly infront of one another.

i cant let go. there's so much i wanna tell u. but i simply cant say it out. i'm so tied back to the past. ahh, it sucks.

engulfed in my own thoughts. i'm like followin a storyline. stuck in the story. the forever-similar plots. the forever-similar story. the forever-similar endings. breathin seems so difficult now. blahs.

ahh. now is onli the time i'm supposed to wake up. but i woke up earlier coz it's simply too warm n noisy. received an sms from ah lian tellin mi to check my results at 4plus i think. received my results via sms at bout 7. hahas. lucky i didnt fail any though i didnt do well. *phew. hahas.


aites, let's see wad we did yest. went to sch. met my piggy there. dumb piggy. hahas. he walked SUPERB SLOWLY. bleahs. he cut his hair. went to bugis. walked a damn long dist to have my SAN RUI TANG(turtle soup). yummy. took 857 to suntec. n with such coincidence. saw leon. wah. how coincidence. he was headin for suntec too. tok to mi abit n piggy when i was calling christina. hahas.


reached suntec. alighted. walked around. went thru timezone. hahas. saw sam n his downline. SUAY. den we went to see if there's any NICE movies. n with that, it's proven tat the service tat starhub provide is better den m1. hahas. walked thru millenia walk. think his mom spotted him. hahas. anyway, went to marina to catch the myth. went inside to 'people say' first. hahas. the waffle. super yummy. think it taste better den the one at gelare. had white choc blended i think. quite nice too. service there is alot better n have real good ambience. hehes.


caught the show. quite a dumb show. duhs. hahas. not as nice as expected. ahahs. show ended at bout 9plus. missed my sizzler. olio olio. niahahaks. had olio instead. service was quite good. had a chef's special n catch of the day. not bad. had strawberry smoothie. eh, the drink aint tat nice. super bubbly. hahas. =))


went off. super tired. hahas. as usual, he slept. super pig. hahas. =P


ahhH! damn tired. gonna work later. damn. going recap alone. hahas. cs had 36calls, one sales pendin. my oh my. i'm gonna die. haas. still cant find a noon job. bOO~

watched my date with a vampire. suddenly tot of this. only in times of crisis will you know who's ur true fren. n only den will u realise how much disbelief/trust they have in you. in times of crisis, there's no trust. however, thinkin of ways of survival is. even if it's killin ur best fren, family, betrayal n all. who's willing to sacrifice? i bet no one. man are born to be selfish. their instinct, their thoughts. kill to be the best. sacrifice anyone as long as u're the onli one who can survive. blahs.


who is willing to wait?


tot alot. nah, it's tat i've alot of tots in my mind. shant comment much. hahas. i needa get a afternoon job. hahas.


i've seen so much celebrity recently. wow.


i've a dumb bf. bleahs. =P hahas.

out wif xf. niahahas. swim, speak, slack, ate, slacking, gone. hahas. tok sooooooo much. blahs. chatterbox. hahas. she told mi so much bout MAPLE! god. maple's cool but well, i dun play them. so u noe i'm damn blur. lol. but seems interestin eh. hahas. found out tat northpoint's 3rd floor is damn COOL!!! wow, didnt expect it to become lydat. so nice the toilet. now den i noe they renovated the toilet. hahas. first time to see such a high tech toilet in northpoint. lol. flip jump into the bowl. super cute! hahahahs. =D

we are too used to ppl making decisions for us that we become indecisive.

woohoo~
gt a starhub job.
trainin tml.
niahahas.
i wan $$$.
i'll have $$$.
tsk tsk. =D
those interested can contact mi.
hahas.
10th coming.
sizzler.
muahahas.

niahahas. neoprints. pooh bear. food~ =))

got another pooh bear~~!!! woohoo~ hahas. lucky today the person very nice. not those ap kind. if not my pooh will be gone again. hahas. cheerios!!!

went job huntin again. hopefully those bastards would do wad they say like 'i'll call u tml/i'll get back to you'.

cs seems to be troubled by his gal n all tat. blahs. cant do anything to help lydat. sadded.

i'm damn tired. shagged. wadeva it is. havin a bloody headache now. i need sleep. ahahs. ciaos.

roti boy for mi. wad a surprise. it's really a surprise. hahas. n it's really sweet of u though u is SHUN LU CAI MAI de. bleahs. =D hahas.

the bunnies are so..... soo sooo soooo hyper. one keeps jumping around. for wad? i dunno. mayb juz to practise jumpin. hahas. n after all those 'hard work', they sleep. after sleepin? FOOD~ ahhas. wad lazy bunnies i have. they should be slaughtered n roasted. muahahas. =x

settled my bill prob. happy happy. =))

yest, went out wif cs n piggy. went to town. ate mui fan at lucky plaza. den went to PS. saw bosheng. hahas. shocked seh. but least i SAW him. long time no see. hahas. went so many places. shant elaborate. i'm lazy. anyways, went to mos burger. n i ate SIX ICHIGO. muahahas. pig had 2 n cs had one. hahas.

den went to kfc. had the hot devil drumlets. yummy! den tok tok tok. hahas. miss those days at ve when we simply tok n dun work. hahas. n when basket soh interrupts n we have to be separated n after the whole thing, we juz tok behind his back. wahahas. miss those days. miss those times of survey. hahas. anyway tok alot. haha.

shall start findin my job again. hahas.

ilham seems weird. but well, cant do much either since he dun open up. blahs. hahas.

i wan chocs. *HINT HINT. please catch the hint. n after eight pls. no others for mi. hahas. n pls TAG!!! i noe u're readin. hahas.

sly sly sly, thanx for the pic. hahas. love it. very cute oso. like mi. =D hahahahs. after ur promos we go out k? u shall decide where to go. =D i'll be waiting for u. *blush. kekes. wahaha.

when simplicity becomes complexity.

blahs.

boo~
weird dream i had. wonder y nowadays i'm having these kind of weird, some wad bad dreams. it kinda suck though i get to see those i wan to.

dream: it's chi new year.(think it's a couple of years back + now: senario-> couple of years back; now-> some addition things.) whereby helpin my mom is the norm. cuttin veg, fish, meat, etc for the steamboat. where i get all the new year's fun which i dun get now. where the family is full, happy together. den suddenly mom say there's this tiny turtle which will come out from somewhere n we hav to sort of keep it alive coz it'll bring gd fortune. den suddenly mom n i saw it runnin out from some pots at the basin. there were two of them(i think). they gt those cartoon turtle look n have this golden coin tied to it's neck. so we chase after it hopin no one will squash it. we went chasing n one of them went under my bed. we tried to catch it out but cant. den came MOCHI! mochi went chasin after the turtle tryin to bite it. we were tryin very hard to prevent mochi from killin it. the scene was damn chaotic. ahh, dunno how to describe lah. den in the end i woke up. it's freaky to see cartoon turtles running around. boo.

it's depressin. where everything had to change.

i simply have no memories of the past. till dreams nitemares come n refresh my memory. hahs. life sucks but least i've till gt a few bunnies to roast, him n cs to tok to. nah, i mean complain, nag, punch, hit, bite, slap, kick or wadsoeva tat i can think to do to them. hahs.

when too much is suppressed deep down, things go out of hand.

those dreams are spoiling my sleep. mood startin to swing, swing n swing. i wan to get out of this house. if onli i hav a car, i'll crash it. hahas.